The conversation with R.W. explored the transformative power of intentionality in our relationship with Jesus and with others. R.W. shared his personal journey, demonstrating how God can redeem our past and use it for His glory. Now serving as the Church of God Associate State Pastor, R.W. reminded us that our spiritual growth is not accidental, it requires deliberate choices to pursue Jesus daily, fill ourselves spiritually so we can pour into others, and never underestimate how God might use even our smallest interactions to draw people closer to Him.

Chapters

• 0:00 -3:54 Chapter 1: Transition to Maiden Lane Church
  The journey of joining Maiden Lane Church begins with an unexpected phone call and God's redirection.
• 3:54-7:14 Chapter 2: Called Despite Unworthiness
  A powerful testimony emerges of feeling called to ministry while simultaneously believing disqualification was certain.
• 7:14-9:23 Chapter 3: Leading from Spiritual Fullness
  Effective leadership flows from personal spiritual health, living out what is taught, and recognizing God's providential timing in connecting leaders with those who need encouragement.
• 9:23-12:32 Chapter 4: New Role as State Associate Pastor
  Transitioning from local church ministry to serving as Church of God Associate State Pastor involves overseeing state-wide programming and supporting churches in pastoral transitions.
• 12:32-14:04 Chapter 5: The Power of Intentionality
  Intentionality in pursuing Jesus personally and in relationships with others can transform both our spiritual journey and the lives of those around us.

There is something profoundly humbling about being compared to sheep. They are not exactly known for their intelligence or self-sufficiency. They wander aimlessly, searching for the next patch of grass. They are timid, vulnerable, and completely incapable of defending themselves. Yet throughout Scripture, this is precisely the metaphor God uses to describe us.

Perhaps that is because the comparison is more accurate than we would like to admit.

The Shepherd's Investment
Consider what it takes to be a shepherd. It is not a job for the faint of heart or those seeking convenience. A shepherd does not work nine-to-five hours. When a sheep cries out in distress at three in the morning, the shepherd does not roll over and go back to sleep. He straps on his boots and goes into the darkness to find the one in trouble.

A good shepherd knows each sheep individually. He understands their tendencies, recognizes their voices, and anticipates their needs. He moves them from pasture to pasture, ensuring they have the best grass while allowing the land to regenerate. He protects them from predators that would tear them apart. He tends to their wounds and sicknesses.

Most importantly, a good shepherd does not run when danger approaches. A hired hand might bolt at the first sign of a wolf's growl, after all, he is just collecting a paycheck. But a shepherd who owns the flock? He stands his ground. He puts himself between the threat and his sheep. He's willing to lay down his life for them.

This is the image Jesus painted in John 10:11-18 when He declared, "I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down His life for the sheep."

More Than Just Words
When Jesus called Himself the good shepherd, He was not making a casual observation. He was making a radical claim to religious leaders who believed they were the rightful shepherds of Israel. He was essentially saying, "I will do a better job caring for these people than you ever did. I will protect them, provide for them, and make sure they are cared for."

But Jesus went even further. He explained that His relationship with His sheep mirrors His relationship with the Father. Just as He knows the Father intimately, His sheep know Him. It is all about relationship, a connection so deep that the sheep recognize the shepherd's voice instantly.

And here is where it gets even more remarkable: Jesus spoke of other sheep not yet in the pen. He was talking about Gentiles, about people who were not part of the original covenant community. He was talking about you and me. He was saying that His love, His protection, and His sacrifice extend far beyond the boundaries anyone had imagined.

The Ultimate Sacrifice
Perhaps the most staggering aspect of Jesus as the Good Shepherd is what He was willing to do. He said, "I lay down my life for the sheep... No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord."

Think about that for a moment. At any point during His arrest, trial, beating, or crucifixion, Jesus could have called down legions of angels. He had the authority as the Son of God to stop the entire process. But He chose not to. He surrendered His divine authority to the will of the Father because He knew that being the Good Shepherd meant laying down His life so we could have a way back to God.

That is not the action of a hired hand. That is the heart of a shepherd who loves His sheep more than His own life.

When Sheep Wander
If we are honest, we are not always the best at staying close to the Shepherd. We see greener pastures in the distance and wander off. We get distracted by what looks appealing and stray from the safety of the flock. We decide to do life our own way, convinced we know better than the One who created us.

Sound familiar?

So how do we keep from wandering? How do we stay close to the Good Shepherd?

Listen to the good shepherd.
There is a critical difference between hearing and listening. You can hear someone speak without actually responding to what they say. But listening demands a response. Listening requires action.

We can hear Jesus calling us to forgive someone who hurt us, but listening means we actually extend that forgiveness. We can hear the Holy Spirit prompting us to help someone in need, but listening means we get up and do something about it. We can hear God's Word telling us to trust Him with our finances, relationships, or future, but listening means we actually surrender control.

Sheep respond to the shepherd out of obedience to what they have listened to the shepherd say. The question is not whether we hear God's voice. The question is whether we are listening—really listening—and responding accordingly.

Stay aware of danger.
We live in a dangerous world, and not just talking about physical threats. There is a spiritual war raging around us that we cannot see with our natural eyes. First Peter 5:8 warns us: "Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour."

Satan is actively looking for ways to take us down. Maybe it is through an area where we have been struggling to trust God. Maybe it is through an unanswered prayer that makes us question whether God really cares. Maybe it is through that secret sin we keep battling in private.

Hell is coming after us, and we need to be aware. We need to keep our heads up and our ears attuned to Jesus. When we sense danger, we don't move toward it out of curiosity or pride. We run the other direction, back to the safety of the Shepherd's protection.

Depend on other sheep.
Here is something crucial: sheep survive better in community. They instinctively know there is strength in numbers. When they are isolated, they are vulnerable. When they're together, they are protected.

We need each other desperately. We need people in our lives who will support us, encourage us, challenge us, and protect us. We need friends who will hold us accountable when we are drifting. We need mentors who have walked the path before us and can offer wisdom. We need community that reminds us we are not alone in our struggles.

Ecclesiastes 4:12 puts it this way: "Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken."

One sheep alone is easy prey. But sheep together, under the watchful care of the Good Shepherd, are a force to be reckoned with.

The Shepherd's Call
There is a beautiful reality in all of this: when the Shepherd calls, His sheep recognize His voice. They do not respond to strangers or hired hands. But when they hear the voice of the One who knows them, loves them, and died for them, they come running.

Are you listening for His voice today? Are you staying alert to the dangers around you? Are you connected to other sheep in meaningful community?

The Good Shepherd is calling. He is calling you by name. He is inviting you into relationship, into safety, into abundant life. The question is: will you listen and follow?

This Week's Challenge:
Choose ONE of the following to put into practice:

1. Improve Your Listening
   • Set aside 10-15 minutes daily for quiet time with God
   • When you sense the Holy Spirit prompting you, write it down and act on it within 24 hours
   • Ask someone close to you if they've noticed areas where you hear but don't listen
2. Stay Alert to Danger
   • Identify one area where you've let your guard down spiritually
   • Confess it to a trusted friend and ask for accountability
   • Memorize 1 Peter 5:8 and recite it when you feel tempted
3. Depend on Other Sheep
   • Reach out to one person this week to build or strengthen your relationship
   • Ask someone to pray with you about a specific struggle
   • Offer to be a support to someone who's going through a difficult time
   • Join a ministry team or serve alongside others at church

What does it truly mean to follow Jesus in our everyday lives? The conversation with Jenna Potts reminds us that faith is not about having everything figured out or presenting a perfect version of ourselves. Instead, it's about choosing to say yes to Jesus each day, even when life gets messy and complicated. We discover that discipleship happens not in grand, dramatic moments, but in the small, consistent steps we take toward Christ. Our faith must be lived out loud through our actions, not just our words. Whether it is showing up when we would rather stay in bed, opening our Bible when it feels like a chore, or simply being present with others in authentic relationship, these everyday choices build our faith.  This is an invitation to stop overcomplicating our spiritual journey and instead focus on intentional, relational discipleship that points others to Jesus through how we live, speak, and love.

Restored by Love: The Radical Call to Follow Jesus
There is something profoundly beautiful about restoration. Not the kind that happens to old furniture or vintage cars, but the kind that happens to broken hearts and wounded spirits. The kind that takes our deepest failures and transforms them into launching pads for purpose.

The story of Peter's restoration beside the Sea of Galilee captures this beauty in a way that should stop us in our tracks. Here was a man who had experienced the ultimate spiritual whiplash from declaring he would die for Jesus to denying him three times before the rooster crowed. If anyone had reason to believe they were beyond redemption, it was Peter.

Yet Jesus didn't come to condemn. He came to restore.

The Question That Changes Everything

"Do you love me?"

Three times Jesus asked this question. Three times, one for each denial. But these were not questions designed to shame or punish. They were invitations to healing. Each question was a gentle hand reaching into Peter's wounded heart, offering not judgment but grace.
This is the nature of our God. He does not approach us with a list of our failures, ready to throw our past mistakes in our faces. Instead, He comes with a question that cuts through all our pretense and gets to the heart of the matter: Do you love me?

Think about the things you have done that you believe are unforgivable. The moments you stayed silent when you should have spoken up for your faith. The times you chose comfort over conviction. The ways you've let fear dictate your decisions rather than faith.

Now imagine Jesus looking at you with eyes full of compassion and asking, "Do you love me?"

That is not condemnation. That's restoration.

The enemy wants us to believe that our past disqualifies us from God's future purposes. That is a lie from hell. God's grace is big enough to reach us wherever we are, no matter what we have done or where we have been. There is nothing too big that has dishonored God that is beyond His grace.

Love Leads to Responsibility
After each of Peter's affirmations of love, Jesus gave him a command: "Feed my lambs. Tend my sheep. Feed my sheep."

This is remarkable. Jesus does not just restore Peter and send him on his way with a clean slate. He immediately gives him responsibility. He commissions him to care for the vulnerable, to nurture new believers, to protect the flock.

The call to serve flows directly from our love for Christ. When we truly grasp what He has done for us, when we cannot get over the fact that He has restored us, there should be a natural overflow into serving others.

Shepherds in the ancient world were intimately involved in caring for their sheep. They led them to green pastures and still waters. They provided protection and rest. They tended to physical ailments. They were willing to put themselves in harm's way for the sake of the flock.

This is what Jesus was calling Peter to do with His people. And it is what He calls us to do today.

Where are you serving? Not out of obligation or guilt, but out of overflow from your love for Jesus. There are children who need to be discipled in their faith. There are hurting people who need the ministry of presence. There are countless ways the body of Christ needs workers who will say, "Here am I, Lord. Send me."

The Power of Silence
In our noise-saturated world, we have lost the art of sitting in silence with God. We approach Him with our agendas already formed, our plans already made, asking Him to bless what we've decided rather than seeking His direction in the first place.

But transformation happens in the quiet places. In the darkness and silence where distractions fade away, we can finally hear what God is trying to say to us. We need those moments where we are not doing all the talking, where we simply come with the posture of Isaiah: "Here am I, Lord. Send me."

Whatever it is You want, Lord, I'm Yours. I'll follow You. I'm committed to You.

This is where we discover God's purposes for our lives. Not in the busyness, not in the noise, but in the sacred silence where His voice becomes clear.

Radical Discipleship
Jesus did not sugarcoat what following Him would cost Peter. He gave him a glimpse of his future, a future that would include suffering and death. Yet His invitation remained the same: "Follow me."

Radical discipleship means total commitment and total surrender. It means recognizing that our plans do not always align with God's plans, and our mission is not to get God to align with us, it is to align ourselves with what He is leading us to do.

Consider the words we sing: "Since Jesus gave His life for me, should I not give Him mine?" Or "Wherever He leads, I'll go." Or "I surrender all."

Do we mean those words? Are we willing to be radical in our discipleship? To be so consumed with following Jesus that people might think we are a little crazy?

Following Jesus is not always easy, and it is not always comfortable. But it is always worth it.

From Chains to Freedom
The beauty of the gospel is captured perfectly in these words: "My chains are gone, I've been set free. My God, my Savior has ransomed me."

This is the reality for everyone who comes to Jesus. No matter how bound we have been by our past, no matter how heavy the chains of guilt and shame, His grace breaks them. His mercy rains down like a flood. His love is unending.

We were once lost, but now we are found. We were blind, but now we see.

The question is: What will we do with this freedom? Will we simply enjoy our salvation and live comfortable lives? Or will we step into the radical call to make disciples, to feed His sheep, to follow wherever He leads?

The choice is ours. But know this: Jesus is calling. He is asking the question that changes everything: "Do you love me?"

Your answer will determine everything that follows.

There is something powerful about the spaces in between. The pause between heartbeats. The silence between musical notes. The waiting between promise and fulfillment.

When we think about Easter, our minds naturally gravitate toward the triumphant Sunday morning, the empty tomb, the rolling stone, the declaration that He is risen. But what about the in-between? What happened in those hours after the cross and before the resurrection? What was unfolding while Jesus' body lay wrapped in linen in a borrowed tomb?

The answer might surprise you: faith was being tested in the most unexpected places.

When Enemies Believed More Than Friends
Here is a startling truth: sometimes those who opposed Jesus understood His promises better than those who loved Him most.

Jesus had told His followers repeatedly what would happen. In Matthew 20:18-19, He laid it out plainly: He would be delivered to the chief priests, condemned to death, mocked, flogged, crucified, and then raised on the third day. He said it clearly. He said it multiple times. Yet when the moment came, His disciples scattered. They hid. They doubted.

Meanwhile, the Pharisees and chief priests, the very people who wanted Jesus dead could not stop thinking about His promise to rise again.

After Jesus was laid in the tomb, these religious leaders went to Pontius Pilate with an urgent request. They remembered what "that imposter" had said: "After three days I will rise." Even with Jesus' lifeless body sealed behind stone, they trembled at the possibility that He might actually do what He promised.

Think about that. The people who rejected Jesus as the Messiah believed His words about resurrection enough to take action. They demanded guards. They insisted on sealing the tomb. They feared that something miraculous might actually happen.

The Body That Terrified an Empire
There is something deeply ironic about powerful men being afraid of a dead body.
Joseph of Arimathea had taken Jesus' body, wrapped it in clean linen, and placed it in his own new tomb carved from rock. A great stone was rolled across the entrance. Mary Magdalene and another Mary sat nearby, their hearts shattered with grief.

This was supposed to be the end of the story. The troublemaker was dead. The movement should have died with Him.

But the enemies of Jesus knew better. They had seen too much. Prophecy after prophecy from the Hebrew Scriptures had found fulfillment in this man from Nazareth. What if this final prophecy—resurrection—came true as well?

So they went to Pilate: "Order the tomb to be made secure until the third day, lest his disciples go and steal him away and tell the people he is risen from the dead."

They wanted armed guards stationed at a tomb. They wanted a Roman seal placed on the stone, breaking which would be an act of treason punishable by death. All this security for someone already dead.

Why? Because they understood something profound: if word got out that Jesus was alive, everything would change.

The Message That Turned the World Upside Down
The religious leaders were right to be concerned.

When Jesus rose from the dead, it became the most powerful news ever proclaimed. The apostles preached it everywhere they went. In Acts 17, we read about Paul arriving in Thessalonica and reasoning from Scripture for three Sabbaths, "explaining and giving evidence that Christ had to suffer and rise again from the dead."

The response from the city? Accusation: "These men who have upset the world have come here also... saying that there is another king, Jesus."

Upset the world. Turned it upside down. All because of a resurrection.

And here is what confirms it was real: those apostles died for this message. They were martyred in horrific ways because they refused to stop proclaiming that Jesus had risen. People don't die for lies they invented. They die for the truth they witnessed.

The Failed Cover-Up
When the stone was rolled away and Jesus emerged from the tomb, the guards experienced something so terrifying they fainted. Later, they went to the chief priests and told them everything that had happened.

Everything the religious leaders had feared had come true. Jesus was alive.

But rather than believe, they doubled down on deception. They bribed the soldiers with a "sufficient sum of money" and instructed them: "Tell people his disciples came by night and stole him away while we were sleeping."

Think about that story for a moment. If the guards were sleeping, how would they know who took the body? And if disciples tried to roll away a massive stone in the night, would not that wake sleeping soldiers? The lie does not even make sense.

But lies rarely do when confronted with resurrection truth.

The Reality That Changes Everything
The resurrection of Jesus Christ is not a spiritual metaphor. It is not symbolic language for new beginnings or fresh starts. It is a historical reality that split time in two and changed everything that came after.

No rope could hold Him in that tomb. No Roman seal could contain Him. No government authority could keep Him dead. When the King of the universe decided it was time to rise, nothing in heaven or earth could stop Him.

And because He rose, we have hope that death is not the end. We have confidence that the grave has lost its victory. We have assurance that everyone who puts their faith in Jesus will also experience resurrection life, both now and in eternity.

Living in Light of the Empty Tomb
The enemies of Jesus were correct about His promise. They were concerned about the implications. And ultimately, they were conquered by the reality of resurrection.

Two thousand years later, the message continues. The same good news that turned the first-century world upside down still transforms lives today. The same power that raised Jesus from the dead still works in human hearts, bringing new life where there was only death.

The question is: what will we do with this truth?

Will we be like the disciples who doubted despite His promises? Or will we be people of resurrection faith, believing that what God says, He will do?

The tomb is empty. Jesus is alive. And that changes absolutely everything about how we live, how we hope, and how we face our own mortality.

This is not just a story we celebrate one Sunday a year. It is the foundation of our faith and the reason we can face each day with confidence. Because we serve a risen Savior who is in the world today—who walks with us, talks with us, and lives within our hearts.

The in-between is over. The waiting is done. The resurrection is real.

And that truth is still turning the world upside down.

The greatest day in human history was not marked by political triumph or military conquest. It was marked by an empty tomb.

Every year, we gather to celebrate Easter, a day when death itself was defeated, when the impossible became reality, and when the trajectory of human history was forever altered. But beyond the traditions and celebrations lies a profound truth that continues to transform lives today: Jesus Christ rose from the dead.

The Surprise That Changed Everything
Picture two women making their way to a tomb in the early morning hours. Mary Magdalene and another Mary walked with heavy hearts, carrying spices to prepare a body for burial. Their conversation likely replayed the horrific events of the previous days, the arrest, the trial, the crucifixion. The man they had followed, believed in, and loved was gone.

They had heard Jesus speak about rising again, but in their grief and humanness, they could not comprehend it. How could someone truly die and come back to life? Even though they had witnessed Jesus raise Lazarus from the dead, the concept seemed too extraordinary to grasp when it came to their beloved teacher.

As they approached the tomb, the ground shook. An earthquake. The massive stone that had sealed the entrance was rolled away not by human hands, but by divine power. And there, sitting on the stone, was an angel whose appearance was like lightning, clothed in white as snow.

Can you imagine their shock? They came expecting death and despair. Instead, they encountered life and hope.

This is the beautiful surprise of resurrection: God meets us in our darkest moments and does the impossible.

When Stones Block Our Path
We all carry stones in our lives. Heavy burdens that seem impossible to move. Perhaps it is the weight of past failures that haunts you, whispering that you will never be good enough. Maybe it is the crushing pain of loss that feels like it will never heal. It could be fear that paralyzes you, preventing you from stepping into the future God has for you.

These stones represent finality, the end of hope, the death of dreams, the impossibility of change.

But the resurrection reminds us that the God who rolled away the stone from Jesus' tomb can roll away the stones in our lives too. Nothing is too difficult for Him. No hurt is too deep. No failure is too great. No situation is too hopeless.

The same power that raised Jesus from the dead is available to bring new life to the dead areas of our existence. Where we see impossibility, God sees opportunity. Where we see endings, God sees new beginnings.

The Message That Brings Freedom
The angel's first words to the frightened women were simple yet profound: "Do not be afraid."

Easy to say, right? They had just witnessed their leader crucified, they were staring at an angelic being, and Roman guards lay unconscious nearby. Fear seemed like the only reasonable response.

Yet the angel continued with words that would echo through eternity: "I know that you seek Jesus who was crucified. He is not here; he has risen, just as he said."

This message is foundational to everything we believe. Jesus had predicted his death and resurrection repeatedly, but his followers struggled to comprehend it. Now, standing before an empty tomb, they discovered that every promise Jesus made was true.

The resurrection is God's ultimate "yes and amen" to humanity.

It declares victory over sin, death, and darkness. It proclaims that forgiveness is real, that new life is possible, and that hope is not wishful thinking but solid truth.

Second Corinthians 5:17 tells us: "If anyone is in Christ, the old has gone and the new has come." This is not just poetic language, it is the transformative reality of resurrection power at work in human lives.

Many people believe they need to clean themselves up before coming to God. They think they must stop certain behaviors or start new habits before they are worthy of His love. But this misses the entire point of grace.

Come as you are. Bring your mess, your brokenness, your failures. Jesus does not require you to fix yourself first; He does the transforming work. It starts with three simple steps:
Admit that you need deliverance from sin. Acknowledge that you can't save yourself.

Believe that what Jesus did on the cross was enough to pay for your sins. His sacrifice was complete and sufficient.

Confess your sins. Not by listing every wrong thing you have done, but by agreeing with God that He is right and you have been wrong.

When you take these steps, something miraculous happens. First John 1:9 promises: "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

You become justified, meaning it is as if your sins never happened. God tosses them as far as the east is from the west, never to be held against you again. You are pardoned, forgiven, made new.

The Mission We All Share
The angel did not just deliver good news to the women, he gave them a mission: "Go quickly and tell his disciples that he has risen from the dead."

The resurrection was never meant to be a private event. It is a message intended to be shared with everyone, everywhere.

Those women became the first missionaries, carrying the news that Jesus was alive. But the mission did not end with them. It continues today, with every person who has experienced the life-changing power of the resurrection.

We carry the greatest news in the world: Jesus wants to change lives, and He has the power to do it.

This does not mean life becomes easy once you follow Jesus. Challenges do not disappear. Difficulties do not vanish. But here is the difference: you do not walk through them alone. The Good Shepherd walks with you, fights for you, and carries you when you can not take another step.

Because He Lives
There is an old hymn that captures the essence of resurrection hope: "Because He lives, I can face tomorrow. Because He lives, all fear is gone. Because I know He holds the future, and life is worth the living just because He lives."

This is the promise of Easter. Not just that Jesus rose 2,000 years ago, but that His resurrection power is available today to heal, to restore, to transform, to give new life.

God loves you. He sent His Son to die for you. Jesus rose from the grave so you could have life, abundant, eternal, purposeful life.

If you have been carrying heavy stones, today can be the day they are rolled away. If fear has been holding you back, today can be the day you step into freedom. If you have been living in the tomb of past mistakes, today can be the day you walk into new life.

The tomb is empty. Jesus is alive. And because He lives, everything changes.

There is something profound about standing at the foot of the cross. Not as distant observers of ancient history, but as people whose entire existence has been transformed by what happened there. The weight of that moment—when heaven held its breath and the Son of God declared "It is finished"—carries implications that ripple through eternity and into every corner of our daily lives.

The Debt We Could not Pay
Imagine receiving a phone call about an outstanding debt, only to hear the words: "Your debt has been canceled." There is a moment of relief, certainly. But what if that cancellation came at an unthinkable cost? What if someone you loved had to die for that debt to be erased?

This is the reality we face when we approach Good Friday. We stand before a debt paid in full—not with currency or negotiation, but with blood and sacrifice. The cross is not just a religious symbol or a piece of jewelry; it is the place where justice and mercy collided, where the price for human sin was paid once and for all.

Scripture tells us in John 19 that Jesus, bearing His own cross, walked to Golgotha—the place of the skull. There, between two criminals, the King of Kings was crucified. The inscription above His head read "Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews" in three languages, ensuring everyone could understand who was dying that day.

Love Made Visible
At the heart of Good Friday lies an incomprehensible truth: God's love is not merely an emotion or a pleasant idea. It is action. It is sacrifice. It is a Father sending His only Son to die for a world that had turned its back on Him.

John 3:16 captures this perfectly: "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." This is not love that waits for us to become worthy. This is love that acts while we are still unworthy.

Consider what Jesus endured: the nails driven through His hands and feet, the crown of thorns pressed into His scalp, the brutal beating from soldiers, the mockery and shame. But beyond the physical agony, Jesus bore something far heavier—the weight of humanity's sin. Every lie, every betrayal, every act of violence and hatred throughout history was placed on His shoulders.

This is sacrificial love. This is unconditional love. And it challenges us profoundly: If God's love is willing to endure pain for the sake of others, how are we loving those around us? Are we loving only when it's convenient? Only when people deserve it? Only when it benefits us?

The cross calls us to a different standard and to love beyond our circumstances, beyond our convenience, beyond what feels comfortable.

Freedom Through Redemption
The word "redemption" carries a powerful meaning. It speaks of being purchased back, of being set free from bondage. Colossians 1:13-14 declares: "He has delivered us from the domain of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins."

Before Christ, we were enslaved—bound by chains of guilt, shame, and sin that we could not break ourselves. No amount of good works, religious activity, or self-improvement could free us. The weight was crushing, the bondage complete.

But Jesus paid the price we could never pay. His blood became the atoning sacrifice that purchased our freedom. When we come to Him, confessing our sin and surrendering our lives, we experience complete pardon. The weight lifts. The chains break. We are no longer defined by our past but by His sacrifice.

This is not partial forgiveness or probationary freedom. It is full, complete, absolute redemption. The debt is canceled. The record is cleared. We stand before God clothed in the righteousness of Christ rather than the filthy rags of our own attempts at goodness.

The Call to New Life
But the cross does not leave us where it found us. Paul wrote in Galatians 2:20, "I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me." This is transformation language. This is a new creation reality.

Second Corinthians 5:17 reinforces this truth: "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come." When we embrace what Jesus did at the cross, we do not just receive forgiveness—we receive a new identity, a new nature, a new life.

We die to our old selves—to selfish desires, to fear, to pride. We are reborn into a life empowered by Jesus Himself. This is not about trying harder to be good. It is about being made new from the inside out.

Friday Is not the End
Here is the beautiful tension of Good Friday: Yes, we remember the sacrifice. Yes, we honor the suffering. Yes, we acknowledge the weight of what Jesus endured. But we do not stay in mourning because we know the rest of the story.

Friday was the day Jesus died. Friday was when the disciples felt hopeless, when everything they believed seemed to crumble. Friday was when Joseph of Arimathea laid Jesus' body in a borrowed tomb.

But Sunday changed everything.

On the third day, Jesus rose from the dead. He conquered death. He defeated the grave. The battle was won. The victory was secured.

We do not approach the cross with despair but with gratitude mixed with joy. We do not leave Good Friday defeated but victorious. Because while Friday shows us the cost of our redemption, Sunday proves that the payment was accepted and death itself has been overcome.

Living in Victory
So what does this mean for our everyday lives? It means we are fighting battles that have already been won. It means tomorrow is in God's hands. It means we can face uncertainty with confidence, knowing that Jesus has already secured our future.

It means we can live boldly, love sacrificially, and serve generously because we are no longer enslaved to fear or shame. We are children of the King, citizens of His kingdom, recipients of His grace.

The cross reveals God's love. The cross brings redemption and forgiveness. The cross calls us to new life.

And that is worth celebrating—not just on Good Friday or Easter Sunday, but every single day.

Born Again: Understanding the Invitation to New Life
Have you ever felt like you were going through the motions of faith, checking all the boxes, yet somehow missing the heart of it all? Like you knew all the right answers but could not quite grasp the deeper reality standing right in front of you?

This was Nicodemus.

A Nighttime Conversation That Changed Everything
Nicodemus was not just anyone. He was a Pharisee—a teacher of teachers, a member of the ruling council, a man who had dedicated his entire life to studying Scripture. He had memorized vast portions of God's Word. People came to him for spiritual guidance. By all outward measures, he was "in."

Yet something gnawed at him. Questions stirred in his heart that his education could not answer. So he came to Jesus—but he came at night, when no one would see.

Why the darkness? Perhaps Nicodemus was not ready to risk his reputation. Perhaps he was curious but cautious. Or maybe he simply needed space away from the crowds to wrestle with what he was beginning to see.

When he addressed Jesus as "Rabbi"—as a fellow teacher—Jesus did not waste time with pleasantries. He went straight to the heart: "Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God."

The Scandalous Idea of Being Born Again
Born again. It is a phrase that's become so familiar in church circles that we sometimes forget how radical—even offensive—it sounds.

To the world, it is mockery material. "Oh, he could not handle life, so now he is born again." The laughter follows, dripping with misunderstanding. They do not get it. But here is the uncomfortable truth: sometimes even those of us within the church are not entirely sure what it means either.

The Greek word Jesus used carries two meanings: "again" (as in a fresh start, a new beginning) and "from above" (indicating a new source). Both are essential. Being born again is not about trying harder or turning over a new leaf. It is about recognizing that our own efforts are futile and that we need both a restart and an entirely different power source.
Nicodemus, confused, asked the obvious question: "How can someone be born when they are old? Can they enter their mother's womb a second time?"

But notice what Nicodemus did in his confusion—he leaned in. He did not walk away. He said, in effect, "Tell me more."

The Problem With Flesh
Jesus explained: "That which is born of flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit."

If we are honest with ourselves, we know something is fundamentally broken in our world. And if we are really honest, we see that same brokenness when we look in the mirror. We try to fix ourselves, improve ourselves, discipline ourselves into righteousness. But flesh gives birth to flesh. Our own efforts, no matter how sincere, cannot produce spiritual life.

This is why Jesus pointed Nicodemus back to the prophets he already knew—Isaiah and Ezekiel, who spoke of a coming day when God would pour out His Spirit, when He would sprinkle clean water and give new hearts. God Himself would be the source of transformation.

"I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit in you" (Ezekiel 36:26-27).

Jesus was telling Nicodemus: That day is here. I am standing right in front of you. Stop striving. Look to me.

The Bronze Serpent and the Lifted Son
Then Jesus took Nicodemus even deeper into Scripture, referencing a strange story from Moses' time. When the Israelites were dying from snake bites in the wilderness—consequences of their rebellion—God instructed Moses to craft a bronze serpent and lift it on a pole. Anyone who looked at it would live.

"Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the wilderness, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, that everyone who believes may have eternal life in him."

The cure was to simply look. Not to work harder, not to prove worthiness, but to look in faith at what God provided.

And then came those famous words: "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

The depth of that love is staggering. God did not wait for us to clean ourselves up. He did not say, "Get your act together, then maybe I will send help." No—while we were still broken, still rebellious, still blind, He loved us enough to put on human skin and step into our chaos so that we could put Him on a cross.

And here is the crucial follow-up that often gets overlooked: "For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him."

God is not sitting in heaven waiting to catch us every time we mess up. He came because He loves us. It is our disbelief, our rejection of Him, that leaves us condemned—because where God is not, there is only death.

From Curiosity to Bold Declaration
We do not know exactly how Nicodemus responded that night. The conversation ends without a clear resolution. But the story does not end there.

Later, we find Nicodemus among a group of Pharisees who are condemning Jesus. Guards have been sent to arrest Him but return empty-handed, saying, "No one ever spoke the way this man does." The religious leaders are furious. And in that tense moment, Nicodemus speaks up: "Does our law condemn a man without first hearing him?"
It's a small act of courage, but significant.

Then comes the most powerful moment of all. After Jesus is crucified—when it seemed like He was not moving anymore, when all hope appeared lost—Nicodemus shows up with Joseph of Arimathea to claim Jesus's body.

And he brings 75 pounds of burial spices.

To put that in perspective: the average Jewish person was buried with one pound. Seventy-five pounds was reserved for kings. The cost? Approximately $200,000 in today's money.
In that moment, when Jesus appeared defeated, when His humanity was lifeless, Nicodemus made the boldest declaration of his life. He sacrificed his wealth, his reputation, his standing among his peers, and proclaimed with those burial spices: This is the King.

What Are We Declaring?
This raises the uncomfortable question for all of us: What are we sacrificing? Have we truly experienced that new beginning? Do we understand that we were made for so much more than just getting through this life? Are we leaning into Jesus when we have questions, fears, and doubts? Or are we walking away?

And perhaps most challenging: Are we boldly declaring Jesus as King, even when we can't see Him moving?

We were not made to tend a grave. We were called by name, born and raised back to life. We were made for more—not for the here and now alone, but for eternity.

The invitation still stands: Look to Jesus. Receive the new beginning. Draw from the new source. Let the Spirit do the work that our flesh never could.

That's what it means to be born again.

The Suffering Servant: Understanding Our Redeemer's Sacrifice
There is something profound about standing at the foot of the cross and truly comprehending what happened there. Not just the historical event, but the cosmic transaction that took place—the moment when heaven's glory stepped into humanity's darkness and paid a debt we could never afford.

Isaiah 53:12 captures this mystery in a single, powerful verse: "I will give him the honors of a victorious soldier, because he exposed himself to death. He was counted among the rebels. He bore the sins of many and interceded for the rebels."

These ancient words, written centuries before Christ walked the earth, paint a vivid portrait of what redemption would cost—and who would pay the price.

The Willing Sacrifice
The phrase "exposed himself to death" carries weight that's easy to overlook in our modern reading. This wasn't an accident. This wasn't a tragedy that spiraled out of control. This was intentional, deliberate, and voluntary.

Jesus himself made this crystal clear in John 10:17-18 when he declared: "The Father loves me because I sacrifice my life so I may take it back again. No one can take my life from me. I sacrifice it voluntarily, for I have the authority to lay it down when I want to and also to take it up again."

Think about that for a moment. The cross was not defeat—it was a divine plan executed with precision. While those who crucified Christ thought they were winning, they were merely pawns in a grander story of redemption. Jesus was not overpowered. He was not outmaneuvered. He chose the nails. He chose the thorns. He chose the suffering.

Why? Because justice demanded payment, and love compelled the sacrifice.

Isaiah 53:4-6 explains it beautifully: "Yet it was our weakness he carried. It was our sorrows that weighed him down... But he was pierced for our rebellion. He was crushed for our sins. He was beaten so we could be whole. He was whipped so we could be healed."

Every sin we have committed, every rebellion we have harbored, every moment we have turned away from God—Jesus took all of it upon himself on that cross. The weight of humanity's sin, the full measure of divine justice, fell on his shoulders so it would not fall on ours.

Numbered with Transgressors
Perhaps one of the most shocking aspects of Christ's sacrifice is found in this phrase: "He was counted among the rebels." The sinless one was treated as sinful. The innocent one was condemned as guilty. The holy one was numbered with criminals.

This prophecy found its literal fulfillment when Jesus was crucified between two thieves, as Luke 23:32-33 records. But the significance goes far deeper than physical positioning. Jesus did not just die near sinners—he identified with them. He entered into fellowship with rebels, sharing in their punishment and taking upon himself their shame.

This is where the beauty of the gospel becomes almost too wonderful to comprehend. Jesus understands our struggles not from a distance but from experience. Hebrews 4:15-16 reminds us: "This high priest of ours understands our weaknesses, for he faced all the same testings we do, yet he did not sin. So let us come boldly to the throne of our gracious God. There we will receive his mercy, and we will find grace to help us when we need it most."

He knows what it is like to be tempted. He experienced physical pain, emotional anguish, and the weight of rejection. When we cry out to God in our struggles, we are not calling out to someone who can not relate—we're calling out to Jesus, who walked this path and understands even better than we do.

The Weight of Guilt Removed
For anyone who has experienced a genuine conviction of sin, you know the crushing weight of guilt. It is a burden that affects everything—our mood, our relationships, our sense of hope. Some people carry this weight for years, feeling miserable and helpless under the accumulation of their mistakes and rebellions.

But here is the miracle: when we come to Jesus and surrender our lives to him, that weight is lifted. Not gradually. Not partially. Completely.

The guilt that once crushed us is transferred to the one who already bore it on the cross. The penalty that hung over our heads has already been paid. The justice that demanded our condemnation has been satisfied by his sacrifice.

This transformation can happen anywhere—not just in a church building or at a formal altar. A hospital room, a living room, even a truck on the highway can become a sanctuary when someone calls out to God in genuine surrender. Geography doesn't matter. Timing doesn't matter. What matters is a heart that's ready to say, "Yes, I want to follow Jesus."

And when that moment comes, eternal life begins. Not someday in the future, but right then. The fellowship with Christ that will last forever starts the moment we place our faith in him.

Our Eternal Intercessor
The work of Christ didn't end at the cross or even at the resurrection. Isaiah's prophecy says he "interceded for the rebels"—and that intercession continues today.

Romans 8:34 asks, "Who then will condemn us? No one. For Christ Jesus died for us and was raised to life for us, and he is sitting in the place of honor at God's right hand, pleading for us."

Right now, at this very moment, Jesus is interceding for every believer. He stands before the Father as both our sacrifice and our advocate. When we approach God through Christ, we have direct access to grace and mercy because Jesus is pleading our case.

This ongoing intercession brings assurance when we are uncertain, peace when we're anxious, and motivation when we're tempted to give up. We are not navigating this life alone, hoping we are good enough. We have an advocate, a mediator, a high priest who understands our every weakness and pleads for us continually.

The Call to Share
Understanding what Christ has done for us should naturally lead to a desire to share this good news with others. We have been commissioned to go into the world and share the message of redemption, to baptize those who believe, and to teach them to follow Christ.
This is not just a task for pastors or missionaries—it is the calling of every follower of Jesus. Wherever we go, whatever we do, we carry with us the greatest news humanity has ever received: there is hope, there is forgiveness, there is new life available through Jesus Christ.

As we approach Easter and reflect on the suffering servant who became our redeemer, may we turn our eyes upon Jesus. May we look fully into his wonderful face and allow the things of this world to grow strangely dim in the light of his glory and grace.

The cross was not the end. It was the beginning—the beginning of our redemption, our restoration, and our eternal relationship with the God who loves us beyond measure.

Our conversation with Brian Tuttle invites us to consider what it truly means to live out our faith in the everyday spaces where we spend most of our time. We are reminded of the powerful truth that following Jesus is not just about Sunday mornings, but about carrying His presence into our workplaces, conversations, and daily interactions. We are challenged to see our workplaces as mission fields, where simple acts like offering to pray for someone or displaying Scripture can plant seeds of faith. The question becomes: Are we willing to say yes to living authentically as followers of Jesus, even when it requires courage? This is not about being perfect, but about being present with Christ and allowing His light to shine through us in the ordinary moments of life.

In our latest ML Podcast episode, Evan Gabriel shares his powerful journey of surrendering the "I" and embracing God's unexpected plan. This powerful testimony reminds us that God's calling often comes when we least expect it, sometimes completely contrary to our own plans and aspirations. The central lesson revolves around removing the 'I' from our faith journey—shifting from 'I never considered this' to 'what does God want for me?' His story illustrates how God prepares us through seasons we don't understand at the time, only to reveal in hindsight that every experience, every challenge, every redirection was orchestrating our readiness for His purpose. Most compelling is the call to simply listen—to position ourselves in a posture of 'yes' to God's voice, because ignoring His direction doesn't make it go away; it only ensures we'll learn the hard way. Evan invites us to examine our own lives: What has God been preparing us for that we haven't yet recognized? Where is He calling us to step out in faith despite our feelings of inadequacy?

Chapters

• 0:00 - 3:18 Chapter 1: Growing Up in the Church
  We hear about a lifelong journey with Maiden Lane Church and the importance of family legacy in faith development.
• 3:18 - 6:17 Chapter 2: Understanding What It Means to Follow Jesus
  We explore the concept of following Jesus through the fruit of the Spirit and making disciples.
• 6:17 - 10:25 Chapter 3: Returning After Wandering
  We discover the struggle of teenage faith and the powerful return to Christ in recent months.
• 10:25 - 15:51 Chapter 4: Discovering the Call to Ministry
  We hear about an unexpected call to ministry revealed through dreams and confirmed through pastoral conversation.
• 15:51 - 18:12 Chapter 5: Living in the Yes Position
• We reflect on God's preparation through hindsight and receive the wisdom to listen and obey.

This conversation with Bethany Birkhead reminds us that following Jesus is not a destination but a journey of continuous learning and unlearning. We are challenged to embrace the truth that we are never enough on our own, and that is exactly the point. When we stop trying to measure up to impossible standards and instead rest in Christ's sufficiency, we discover the freedom to serve authentically. The discussion highlights how ministry to youth and marginalized communities requires us to be clothed in the fruit of the Spirit daily, recognizing that sometimes our very presence, not our words, becomes the devotion. Bethany invites us to consider how our own broken stories can break down walls with others, creating spaces where the gospel can take root in unexpected soil. This is not about our adequacy. It is about His abundance filling every gap we cannot bridge ourselves.

Chapters

• 0:00 - 5:27 Chapter 1: Journey to Maiden Lane and the Call to Ministry
  We learn about the journey of coming to Maiden Lane Church after years of ministry elsewhere, seeking a season of spiritual refreshment while answering God's call to full-time youth ministry.
• 5:27 - 12:18 Chapter 2: The Foundation of Faith and Burden for Youth
  We explore the deep burden for youth who don't know Jesus, rooted in watching friends walk away from faith during teenage years and recognizing the urgency of sharing the gospel with young people.
• 12:18 - 21:23 Chapter 3: Hope Ministry: Serving Springfield's Youth
  We discover the mission and work of Hope, a 30-year-old ministry in Springfield that serves elementary, middle school, and high school students through after-school programs, juvenile court partnerships, and gospel-centered relationships.
• 21:23 - 25:31 Chapter 4: The Challenges and Rewards of Trench Ministry
  We examine the reality of serving in the trenches of youth ministry, where difficult questions arise, time is limited, and every interaction might be the only opportunity to share Jesus with a young person.
• 25:31 - 29:22 Chapter 5: You're Not Enough, But He Is
  We receive the powerful truth that we are not enough on our own, but Jesus is everything we need, filling every gap and meeting every standard we cannot reach ourselves.

What does authentic faith look like in a world that constantly demands perfection? This conversation reminds us that following Jesus isn't about fitting into molds or achieving flawless Christianity—it's about a genuine, messy, beautiful relationship with Him. Brooke invites us to consider how transformation happens not through our own efforts to clean ourselves up, but through allowing Jesus to come in 'like a wrecking ball' and do the work only He can do. The powerful truth emerges that when Jesus has done so much for us, there's simply no reason not to believe Him—even in valleys, on mountaintops, or anywhere in between. So stop scrolling and start listening, replace your pursuit of perfection with the pursuit of His presence, and remember that five minutes in His Word beats hours of distraction every time.

Laura White shared her remarkable journey from a difficult childhood in Romania to finding freedom and purpose in Christ. Her story is an example of the transformative power of forgiveness, the faithfulness of God through life's darkest valleys, and how surrendering our will to Him opens the door to experiencing His perfect plan. In her testimony, we hear that no matter where we come from or what we've experienced, God can take our broken pieces and create something beautiful for His glory.

Laura's story is a beautiful reminder that God shows up at every step of our journey. Whether you're struggling with forgiveness, wrestling with surrendering control, or questioning God's plan for your life, be encouraged that He is faithful and has a purpose for you.

Who in your life needs to hear that forgiveness is possible today?

Chapters

• 0:00 - 5:00 Chapter 1: Finding Home at Maiden Lane
  The story begins with arriving in America and finding a church home through divine appointment and a prayer for confirmation.
• 5:00 - 10:00 Chapter 2: Growing Up in Communist Romania
  Life in Romania was marked by dysfunction, poverty, and eventually placement in an orphanage, which became a place of hope and learning.
• 10:00-15:00 Chapter 3: Encountering Jesus Through Missionaries
• Missionaries introduced Christianity after communism fell, though the concept of God as Father initially created resistance due to past trauma.
• 15:00 - 20:00 Chapter 4: The Power of Forgiveness
  The journey toward forgiving abusive parents became central to spiritual growth, though it remained a difficult and ongoing process.
• 20:00 - 25:00 Chapter 5: Surrendering Our Will to God
  The ongoing challenge of following Jesus involves surrendering personal will and trusting God completely, while encouraging others to forgive and find purpose.

This podcast episode explored the profound truth of finding our identity in Christ and the importance of Christian community. Peggy shared her personal journey of adoption - both earthly and spiritual - and how understanding whose we are transforms our understanding of who we are. Her testimony reminds us that when we're anchored in God's love and surrounded by faithful believers, we can weather any storm life brings. This has significant implications for how we approach our daily walk with Christ and the intentionality we bring to building meaningful relationships within the body of Christ.

Chapters

• 0:00 - 3:00 Chapter 1: Welcome and Introduction to Peggy's Journey
  We are introduced to the ML Podcast's purpose and hear about Peggy's journey to Maiden Lane Church, including how she and her husband found their church home.
• 3:00 - 6:00 Chapter 2: Knowing Who We Are Because of Whose We Are
  We explore the foundational truth that our identity is found in Christ, drawing from a worship song about knowing who we are because we know who He is.
• 6:00 - 10:00 Chapter 3: The Treasured Experience of Adoption
  We hear a powerful testimony about physical adoption and spiritual adoption, exploring how being chosen and treasured by earthly parents reflects God's pursuit and love for us.
• 10:00 - 13:00 Chapter 4: Finding Your Tribe for the Journey
  We receive practical wisdom about the importance of finding a community or 'tribe' to walk through life with, including accountability and mutual support.

Life rarely unfolds the way we plan it. We map out our futures with careful precision—our careers, our families, our comfortable routines. But what happens when God interrupts those plans with something wildly different? What happens when He asks us to say yes to the unexpected?

The Moores shared their remarkable journey of faith, adoption, and ministry. Through seasons of heartbreak and unexpected blessings, they said "yes" to God's leading—even when it seemed crazy. Their testimony challenges us to be "all in" for Christ, trusting that He knows where He's taking us even when we don't understand the journey.

The journey of faith is often paved with these "crazy yeses"—moments when we're called to step beyond our comfort zones and trust that God's plan is bigger and better than anything we could imagine for ourselves.

What "crazy yes" is God calling you to today?

Chapters

• 0:00 - 3:00 Chapter 1: Finding a Church Home
  We hear about a family's journey to finding their church home at Maiden Lane and the importance of deep spiritual roots and family connections.
• 3:00 - 7:00 Chapter 2: A Story of Adoption and Unexpected Blessings
  We learn about a family's powerful adoption journey, including loss, surprise placements, and God's abundant provision through multiple children in unexpected ways.
• 7:00 - 9:00 Chapter 3: Understanding Adoption as God's Redemptive Plan
  We explore how adoption reflects God's redemptive work in bringing us into His family through loss, grief, and ultimate restoration.
• 9:00 - 12:00 Chapter 4: Ministry at the Springfield Campgrounds
  We discover how a family answered God's audible call to serve as campground caretakers, creating spaces for children to encounter God and build lasting memories.
• 12:00 - 14:00 Chapter 5: Saying Yes to God's Crazy Plans
  We are challenged to say yes to God's calling, even when it seems crazy, trusting that He already knows where we're going and will help us thrive.

Gwen Jacob's testimony explored the unwavering faithfulness of God through heartbreak, loss, rejection, and even a life-threatening accident. Her journey reminds us that being a Christian does not exempt us from trials, but it does guarantee that we never face them alone. God's presence in the midst of our struggles and His commitment to restoration are central themes that emerged from her story. Just as we heard in this weekend's message about Jesus being present in the fire, Gwen's life demonstrates that our Savior walks with us through every valley and brings us out on the other side.

No matter what you are facing today or what struggles tomorrow may bring, remember that you are deeply loved by the God who created you. When you are His child, He has promised to never leave you or forsake you. May Gwen's story encourage you to trust in God's faithfulness, even when the path ahead seems uncertain.

Chapters

• 0:00 - 3:00 Chapter 1: Finding Connection Through Heartache
  We learn about a journey from church upbringing to finding community at Maiden Lane Church through difficult life circumstances and broken relationships.
• 3:00 - 6:00 Chapter 2: Encountering Jesus and His Faithfulness
• We discover how a relationship with Jesus began at age 10 and how God's faithfulness was demonstrated through provision during times of financial need and uncertainty.
• 6:00 - 9:00 Chapter 3: Restoration and Divine Protection
  We hear about God's restoration in health, mental well-being, and contentment, including miraculous protection during a serious car accident.
• 9:00 - 12:00 Chapter 4: Being Used to Help Others
  We explore how God uses our experiences to minister to others who are hurting, whether in a medical office or assisted living facility.
• 12:00 - 15:00 Chapter 5: Trusting God in the Fire
  We receive encouragement that being a Christian doesn't exempt us from trials, but God remains faithful and present with us through every difficulty.

Dave Riley's conversation reminded us that faith journeys don't always involve dramatic Damascus Road experiences. Sometimes the most profound testimonies come from steady, faithful obedience over decades. His story explored how pursuing Jesus evolves from childhood faith to mature discipleship—marked by gratitude for both monumental and mundane moments, recognition of God's sovereignty in daily details, and intentional investment in the next generation. The implications for our spiritual life are clear: faithfulness in the ordinary is just as valuable as dramatic conversion stories, and our consistent presence in others' lives can make eternal differences.

If Dave's story stirred something in your heart—whether it's developing a more grateful spirit, reassessing your spiritual journey, or finding a place to serve— take that next step. Don't be afraid to pivot. Make the change. Your faithfulness in the ordinary moments matters more than you know.

Chapter

• 0:00 - 5:00 Chapter 1: A Simple Faith Journey
  We explore a faith journey that began in childhood without dramatic conversion moments, emphasizing that simple, steady faith stories are just as significant as dramatic ones.
• 5:00 - 10:00 Chapter 2: God in the Daily Details
  We discover how pursuing Jesus evolves to recognize God's presence in everyday moments, from sunrise to random encounters, cultivating a lifestyle of constant gratitude.
• 10:00 - 20:00 Chapter 3: A Heart for Children's Ministry
  We examine the passion for investing in children's lives, inspired by parental example and driven by a desire to speak value and truth into the next generation.
• 20:00 - 30:00 Chapter 4: Speaking Value at Snyder Park
  We explore ministry to vulnerable children at Snyder Park Elementary through Kids Hope, where simple affirmations speak value into lives marked by difficult home situations.
• 30:00 - 35:00 Chapter 5: The Journey of Continuous Growth
  We receive wisdom about spiritual assessment and growth, learning that faith is a continuous journey requiring regular evaluation and willingness to pivot when needed.

What does a lifetime of faithful service look like? Betty Stewart walks us through her journey with Jesus from six years old to today. Through the decades, she discovered the profound truth that our spiritual journey is rarely about dramatic moments, but rather about consistent, daily surrender to God's presence. Starting from a simple childhood invitation to Sunday school, we witness how one act of obedience can ripple across generations.

Betty's reminder to us is beautifully simple yet deeply challenging: never give up—to wake each morning thanking God for His presence and asking Him to shape us into who He wants us to be.

Chapters

• 0:00 - 3:00 Chapter 1: Early Beginnings and Sunday School
  We learn about the humble beginning of a six-year-old girl invited to Sunday school by a friend, marking the start of a lifelong journey with the church.
• 3:00 - 6:00 Chapter 2: Growing in Service and Leadership
  We discover how faithful service evolved from leading children's music to working with junior high students, demonstrating that God uses us at every stage of life.
• 6:00 - 9:00 Chapter 3: Years of Ministry as Church Secretary
  We explore decades of faithful service as church secretary, working alongside multiple pastors and building deep relationships through shared ministry.
• 9;00 -12:00 Chapter 4: Generational Legacy and Family Faith
  We witness the beautiful fruit of faithful living as multiple generations serve in various ministry roles, from worship team to children's ministry to security.
• 12:00-15:00 Chapter 5: Wisdom for the Journey: Never Give Up
  We receive the powerful reminder that God is always present and working, even when we cannot see or feel Him, encouraging us to never give up on our faith journey.

Meet Anthony Gevedon, a high school student whose journey with Jesus is transforming his life. He is learning that following Christ sometimes means sacrifice - less video games, better sleep habits, and more vulnerability with family. But the rewards are worth it!

Anthony's story reminds us: • Small sacrifices lead to big spiritual growth • Being bold about your faith can impact others • Disconnecting from technology helps connect with God

Whether you're a teen or a parent, Anthony's example challenges us all to pursue Jesus wholeheartedly. How is God calling you to grow today?

Chapters

• 0:00 - 2:00 Chapter 1: Introduction to Anthony's Faith Journey
  Anthony shares how he became involved with Maiden Lane Church and his early experiences.
• 2:00 - 5:00 Chapter 2: Lessons in Sacrifice and Personal Growth
  Anthony reflects on the sacrifices he's made in his faith journey and how it has impacted his life.
• 5:00 - 8:00 Chapter 3: Sharing Faith and Building Relationships
  Anthony discusses how his faith has influenced his relationships and his approach to sharing his beliefs with others.
• 8:00 - 12:00 Chapter 4: Experiences at Youth Conventions and Camps
  Anthony shares his experiences at OSYC and Camp Lebanon, highlighting their impact on his faith.
• 12:00 - 14:00 Chapter 5: Advice for Pursuing Faith
  Anthony offers advice to others about pursuing a relationship with Jesus and being bold in faith.

In this conversation, we are reminded of the importance of stepping out of our comfort zones to serve others. The Outreach House ministry exemplifies Christ's call to feed both body and soul. Just as Jesus fed the 5000, this ministry nourishes the community physically and spiritually. We are challenged to consider: How can we be the hands and feet of Jesus in our neighborhoods?
Dave Stutz shared his personal journey of faith and how he became involved with the Outreach House. He reminds us of the importance of reaching out to those who may feel uncomfortable entering a church building but are still in need of prayer, support, and basic necessities.

As we reflect on this ministry, we are encouraged to consider how we might get involved. Whether it's through prayer, volunteering, or simply spreading the word, there are many ways to support this important work in our community.

Chapters

• 0:00 - 3:00 Chapter 1: Introduction to the Outreach House
  We learn about the purpose of the ML podcast and are introduced to Dave Stutz, the leader of the Outreach House.
• 3:00 - 7:00 Chapter 2: Dave's Journey to Faith and Service
  Dave shares his personal story of coming to faith and finding purpose at Maiden Lane Church.
• 7:00 - 11:00 Chapter 3: The Outreach House Ministry
  We learn about the operations and impact of the Outreach House ministry in the community.
• 11:00-15:00 Chapter 4: God's Faithfulness and Getting Involved
  Dave reflects on God's faithfulness in the ministry and explains how others can get involved.
• 15:00 - 18:06 Chapter 5: Breaking Down Barriers and Closing Thoughts
  We discuss how the Outreach House breaks down barriers to church involvement and Dave offers final words of wisdom.

Lisa Abshear's story explored the profound impact of faith during times of grief and loss. Her journey highlighted God's unwavering faithfulness, the importance of processing emotions in healthy ways, and the transformative power of pursuing a deeper understanding of Scripture. Lisa's experiences remind us that even in our darkest moments, God is present and working to bring healing and hope.

Lisa's story serves as a beautiful testament to the way God can use our pain to draw us closer to Him and to help others. Her willingness to be transparent about her journey of healing and her pursuit of biblical truth is truly inspiring.

Chapters

• 0:00 - 3:00 Chapter 1: Introduction and Spiritual Journey
  A personal account of finding a spiritual home and reconnecting with faith.
• 3:00 - 9:00 Chapter 2: God's Faithfulness Through Trials
  Exploring God's unwavering presence during life's challenges, including loss and grief.
• 9:00 - 14:00 Chapter 3: Healing Through Creative Expression
  Using art as a medium for processing grief and experiencing spiritual healing.
• 14:00 - 25:53 Chapter 4: Living Out Faith and Sharing Hope
  Practical ways of living out faith and sharing hope with others.

Life often takes us on unexpected journeys, filled with twists and turns that challenge our faith and push us to grow. But through it all, there's a constant thread - God's unwavering faithfulness and His perfect plan for our lives. The podcast explored Dylan Schirmer's personal faith journey, highlighting God's faithfulness in the midst of challenges and His persistent calling on Dylan's life. D

Dylan's testimony encourages us to trust God's process, remain open to His calling, and faithfully serve in whatever capacity we can. This story illustrates a crucial truth: when God places a call on our lives, He doesn't give up, even when we falter. He continues to pursue us, using both dramatic interventions and subtle nudges to guide us back to His path.
But answering God's call is just the beginning. The journey of faith requires ongoing trust and a willingness to be stretched. Dylan discovered that growth often comes through challenges. He likened it to a shirt being stretched - it may be uncomfortable in the moment, but it results in expansion that can't be undone.

Where is God encouraging you to stretch and grow?

Chapters

• 0:00 - 5:00 Chapter 1: Journey to Maiden Lane
  The story of how a young man found his way to Maiden Lane Church and the twists and turns along the way.
• 5:00 - 10:00 Chapter 2: God's Faithfulness in Times of Need
  Experiences of God's provision and faithfulness during times of financial hardship and personal struggle.
• 10:00 - 15:00 Chapter 3: Answering the Call to Ministry
  The journey of recognizing and accepting God's call to ministry despite doubts and setbacks.
• 15:00 - 35:37 Chapter 4: Pursuing Growth and Ministry Preparation
  Practical steps taken to grow spiritually and prepare for ministry, including education and mentorship.

In our spiritual journey, we're reminded of the power of answering God's call in our lives. Doug Snow shared Psalms 16:9, which emphasizes God's faithfulness and the joy we can find in His presence. This serves as a powerful reminder that when we align ourselves with God's purpose, He guides us on the path of life and fills us with eternal pleasure. During their conversation, Doug and Pastor R.W. encouraged us to stay rooted in the Word and in prayer, allowing God to refine our calling and purpose. 

Through this podcast, we are challenged to be open to whatever God wants us to do, whether it's teaching, serving, or stepping out in faith on mission trips. It's a call to live in step with the Holy Spirit, embracing both the big, scary steps and the small acts of obedience that can lead to amazing outcomes in our spiritual lives.

Chapters

• 0:00 - 3:00 Chapter 1: Returning to Maiden Lane Church
  The speaker shares their journey of returning to Maiden Lane Church after a long absence.
• 3:00 - 6:00 Chapter 2: Growing in Faith and Leadership3:00 - 6:00
  The speaker discusses their spiritual growth and involvement in church leadership.
• 6:00 - 9:00 Chapter 3: Embracing God's Call and Mission
  The speaker shares their experiences in answering God's call and participating in mission work.
• 9:00 - 15:25 Chapter 4: Encouragement for Pursuing God's Call
  The speaker offers advice and encouragement for those feeling called to ministry.